Napping

L1039239, originally uploaded by Susan NYC.

Sometimes on the way to visit my father I wonder if he'll be dead. He's 94. He seems to be relatively healthy, but he's old. And then when I walk into his room and see him stretched out like this, I watch for some movement.

He looks so peaceful and relaxed when he's napping. I hope this is the way he passes away.

Dad asleep - March 23, 2007

Dad asleep, originally uploaded by Susan NYC.

My father used to sleep with his arms crossed like this. I thought he was cold, but he said no. I think he didn't want to admit he was cold.

Now he sleeps flat on his back with the comforter tucked under his chin. And he looks cozy and warm.